{Wo}mans bestfriend <33

Yes!

this handsome man is

my new PUPPY D.Jay <3

well after yesterdays angry angry blog. . .

im gnna debut my 1st HAPPY BLOG in a while.

well 1st things 1st

today was 09's first practice at my house,

&& boyyyyyy was that fun.

i seriously love my team no matter what.

little fights, arguments, or whatever you wanna call it

wont stop me from loving them !

Kiara, Jorge, Ceez, Carv, & Giselle

(in no particular order of course)

oh9 is going to be hard work . . . .
but if we believe in each other we will make it thru.

take a glance in the mirror...

before you decide to judge anyone else.

so basically..

I've officially been hated for the first time in my life,

::insert round of applause::

and i thought it would impact me a little more than it has,

but truthfully it isn't bothering me at all.

i think its because i know i didn't do anything wrong,

so why worry my pretty little head over something that was

BLOWN OUT OF PROPORTION.
much like the size of my previous statement

I've never been the ::whispers:: "he say she say" type,

but apparently someone who i considered a friend thinks i am.

And if they never wanna be my friend again,

goodbye and good riddance

i can never be truly satisfied with life

if the people in my life are constatntly pulling me down.

All i need right now:

my Family, my best friends, my chicaz, & the true team.

I'm sure i will hear that this was

"immature of me to place this on blog spot"

but truthfully,

-_-

i don't care!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and another thing

i love how the people who are being the

MOST IMMATURE AND CHILDLIKE

attempt to call other people out on there childish ways.

i can admit i have a bit childish within this situation

but i will fight fire with fire,

well in this case it was more of...

fighting SUBLIMINALS with SUBLIMINALS

smhhh...

so dique I'm ruining ur life.

psshhh...

how can i ruin ur life???

when I'm only a minuscule part of it???

your putting entirely too much in other peoples hands.

i don't pray often but for you my child i will pray.

smhh.

hope u rest easy tonight,

becuase u may hate me,

but i will never hate you.

... maybe i shouldnt have said never.

??

Yeah, im definately in English class,

& im susposed to be writing some dumb ass paper,

but i've decided that reading my bestfriend's blog is alot more important !

& i noticed that she's not as cheery as she makes people believe.

and shes finally willing to show people who she really is,

and for the first time in a long time i want to follow someone.

i know in my KNicks slam entry i spoke about becoming a better person,

and all though im not saying that i dont wanna be a new person,

i kind of want to be true to myself, the old self..

or maybe it cause i've been in this weird ass mood ALLLLL week;

im just talking out my ass.

=/ ! i dont know whats wrong with meeeeeeee!!!!!

for the first time ever i've been walking around with a rainbow bracelet

& i'm way more open about my sexuality and myslef,

but for sum reason little things people have been saying

are truley bothering me.

FOR EXAMPLE!!!

{i was sitting next to them while the convo was happening}

My "friend" #1 [to friend #2]: if you were gay i would never talk to you again

Friend #2 [to friend #1] : i would never talk to myself again.

Class: LAUGHS

[mind u im the only OPENLY gay student in the clas... hmmm]

so i was a bit offended, because i knew they were serious.

& it bothered me more than i think it should have.

=/ augh... whats rong with me?

My BESTFRiEND{S}

. . . . . W E L L . . . . .

Tia-Mone has never had good luck with best friends,

i've always like to think that i was just cursed when it came to picking adequate friends,

but recently that curse was broken by these two earthbound angels.

[Whitley & Reynold] !!

*photo credit goes to BLU{e}*

its going to be soo hard to leave them when its time for college,

i love these two people with all of my heart and then some!

never thought i would CLICK with anyone as quickly as them...

from floating boats in oil, and oral orgasms lmfaooooo!

i will never find any two people who complete me the way they do!.

I LOVE YOU WHITLEY & REYNOLD !!!!

Pure Happiness !

my little cousins
SURPRISED ME!!

they came all the way from;

Philly, to spend the day with me! =)!

oh my gosh i love themmmm

this week is just going sooooo well =)!!

* my liddo cousins; [Yahree, Zariyah, Dirk Dirk] *

it was over TOO quickly !

AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Today is officially the day after the new beginning of my life! =) keep up this is gonna be a good one! hahaha. well yesterday was the Knicks Poetry Slam!! & it was beautiful, the people, the atmosphere, and most importantly the poetry. yesterday seriously changed my life, and many others. i know people say that bullshit all the time talking about they gonna be a better person now, then wake up and do the same shit all over again. but thank "god" im not everyone else. seriously this experience has changed who Tia-Mone is. i threw away this one named Madonna wanna be "Tia" and became Tia-Mone Llopiz, full time. hate it or love it, but ima be me 24/7 now. im done with the bull iish ! (but that's a whole 'nother entry) first and foremost i would love to thank the 13 other poets who made this experience one i will never forget! 1)Bintu 2)J-9 3)Elton 4)Kevin 5)Dom-O 6)Ceez 7)Kiara 8)TY 9)Lo 10)Sonya 11)Jadon 12) Yung 13) Jorge *in no particular order* bold indicates the winners tho! all of you touched my heart in some way through out this process, i'm gonna miss it ohdee. =/!! congrats j-9, ceez, & yung for taking home big money! =). this was a time to remember! buggin out with rives, the new york times interview, just chillen cuz we DOPE LIKE THAT!! lol* i love you guys. =)!

{i have come to the realization that this blog was pointless,

and the only thing i really had to say was

I LOVE MY KNICKS FINALIST!!!}