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Yeah, im definately in English class,

& im susposed to be writing some dumb ass paper,

but i've decided that reading my bestfriend's blog is alot more important !

& i noticed that she's not as cheery as she makes people believe.

and shes finally willing to show people who she really is,

and for the first time in a long time i want to follow someone.

i know in my KNicks slam entry i spoke about becoming a better person,

and all though im not saying that i dont wanna be a new person,

i kind of want to be true to myself, the old self..

or maybe it cause i've been in this weird ass mood ALLLLL week;

im just talking out my ass.

=/ ! i dont know whats wrong with meeeeeeee!!!!!

for the first time ever i've been walking around with a rainbow bracelet

& i'm way more open about my sexuality and myslef,

but for sum reason little things people have been saying

are truley bothering me.

FOR EXAMPLE!!!

{i was sitting next to them while the convo was happening}

My "friend" #1 [to friend #2]: if you were gay i would never talk to you again

Friend #2 [to friend #1] : i would never talk to myself again.

Class: LAUGHS

[mind u im the only OPENLY gay student in the clas... hmmm]

so i was a bit offended, because i knew they were serious.

& it bothered me more than i think it should have.

=/ augh... whats rong with me?